The sad Angel and I

What we´ve done is done.
What we´ve created is created.
What we´ve spoken is spoken.
What we´ve lived is lived.

Now I´m am here, alone and devastated.
A sad angel sometimes comes close to me,
Today he just arrived,
He always takes long to go away.

Now he is sitted in my side trying to explain me why.
I don´t want to listen I only want to cry.
He tells me I hurt a person, he tells me I deserve.
He tells me I am bad, I tell him I feel just spontaneous.

I´m pretend to not listening what he says,
But, in my deep inside I do.
I tell him the life is cruel and wonderful.
He tells me our minds are dirty and Awesome.

I tell him we live as we want to,
He tells me we suffer as much as we can stand.
The sad angel don´t want to leave.
He tells me that today I deserve to be sad.

The sad angel is very cruel,
He tells me that I am too,
The sad angel makes me bad,
But it´s time to be like that.

I´ve chosen my way,
You´ve chosen yours.
No time to regret,
And we don´t want to.

The sad angel told me to leave you alone,
Otherwise he will not leave me.
The sad angel told me to regret,
But I will never do this.

The sad angel want´s me to stop.
But me and my mind says Don´t.
The sad angel tells me I´m stubborn,
And I tell him I love to be like that.

The sad angel told me he can´t do anything.
I tell him I didn´t ask such a thing.
The sad angel tells me he will not leave,
I tell him, so stay, and suffer with me.

The sad angel just cry and on his chest I just listen and lay.

Campinas, 12 de Junho de 2011